Change my Plan! NO...I can't do that!

Last week, Leif changed my plan up for me a little. Well, actually A LOT!  He took my Carbs that I was able to eat for breakfast or my first meal away from me! I got his message and I pretty much wanted to cry! I thought, "I can't eat my eggs anymore....wait I CAN'T eat my cereal" I am still able to eat the eggs, just can't have the wrap or bread to put them on! It has been fine. EXCEPT...

I had a food melt down on Thursday! I had made Krzysztof a hot dish using bread sticks and crescent rolls and while I was making my own meal....I was HUNGRY and I did NOT have any veggies around ready to snack on. Instinctively I took some of the carb loaded hot dish that I made for Krzysztof and ate it. I wasn't done with that...I grabbed a handful of Fritos and ate those and ate an Oreo cookie......This didn't happen over a long period of time; probably within 5 minutes I had consumed all of that!  Of course...I was so ticked and disappointed and frustrated! I told myself that my body was "craving" the carbs...But I know the truth is that I didn't have any good veggie snacks prepared for my body to crunch on. Failing to Plan is Planning to Fail!

I still lost weight this week....I am down another 3 pounds...so if you are keeping track that is 39.6 pounds! That is over 10 weeks! The crazy thing is....I have another 60.4 pounds to go until I reach my goal of losing 100 pounds (Krzysztof will get his tattoo) and after that I will still need to lose some more; because I will still be overweight according to the Medical charts!   

My 1st short term goal is to be down 50 pounds by September 1, the first day of school! My 2nd short term goal is to be down 75 pounds by Christmas....We will see. When I put those numbers on the screen it is very scary. Scary to think that I am overweight that much and scary to think of how hard this is going to be, forever!

I went to Victory in Stillwater with Stacey and Steph twice this week. I took my daughter with yesterday morning.  Ela is a trooper...she is very athletic and she loved it! The Fat Blast classes are really awesome over there. I wish I could find something here is Baldwin! We plan on doing 2 more of Victor's classes this week!  Should be fun:)

Until Next Time, PEACE OUT!